Usenet Newsgroups mental health ability transformation From: dalton@nfld.com Someone once told me that in one tradition The Buddha is said to have come to enlightenment at first quarter moon and in another tradition it is said to have been full moon.   I thought it might have been druid new moon (six days after new moon) for those such as Taliesin and Amergin and Myrddin and Finn. Beginning on Sunday, first quarter, I entered a period of magickally trying to start a new age.   As of it I tried to cause people's mental health problems to transform to useful abilities. This started Sunday afternoon and lasted all Sunday night and yesterday until about 10 p.m. and then today for a couple of hours. Yesterday I thought I had achieved activation of the new age through Gaia's help, then I divined  with base chakra area muscle click divination that that was not true.   Then I thought I was hit with a closure spell of some sort by Sarah McLachlan and that then I got Sola's help in activating the new age.   Then I divined that that was not true.   Then today I submitted my spiritual thesis (writings and workings including prayers that I have done)  to ALL (who I think is the same as the Roman Catholic Greek Gods">God the Father and maybe the Dagda) and asked for a judgement on it (I have done that before and not passed at the time).   Then this judgement was delegated by ALL (but ALL also judged) to all concerned including each someone that is a deity to at least one human, afterlife someones that were in life subsets of the region (which I think is the interior of the thermosphere exosphere boundary), beyond afterlife someones that in life were subsets of the region, species someones that are subsets of the region, and each other someone that is a subset of the region except me, and planets and moons in the solar system, stars in the galaxy, and earthlike planets in the galaxy. Then supposedly after a couple of hours, in the early afternoon, I was passed.   But the judging by humans other than me must have been subconscious on the most part. Then I asked ALL to activate the new age workings and then for ALL to activate some but delegate some to the other judges to activate.   Supposedly some came on then and other will come on over time.  (I am hoping for good things at full moon, which is like a healing circle or the landlady's eye opening wide with delight as in The Wild Rover song, where one eye is the sun and the other is the moon, or perhaps one is July 25 full moon and one is Aug. 24 full moon.  The moon is the celtic cauldron of rebirth that Taliesin said he kept brewing, for creativity, plus his early waning crescent inspirations aged over five cauldrons.) In my mention of the Great Rite recently on alt.music.s-mclachlan , I was hoping that Sarah McLachlan and I would voluntarily have hug at a full moon and that would activate the new age planetary renewal.   But this would seem like a chore or commodity for hug and is like pressuring Sarah to have hug for the magickal effects when hug should be purely voluntary and for fun and Sarah should have me only if she wants me but I am still hoping that if she wants me she will grab me.   Given that, I still think it is OK to make a wish on an orgasm but it shouldn't be a duty. Sunday night I again didn't get any sleep so last night I took some olanzapine and slept fine and I may continue taking it until full moon at least and will discuss it with my psychiatrist next Wednesday (I don't feel badly enough now to call him).   If I got together with Sarah and still had problems I would go back on it as well as stay on the lithium.   But I have had thoughts of multiple women (but if Sarah wanted me all to herself she could) and it could be that Amergin got together with three women who were or who represented Banba, Eriu and Fodla. But I have predicted or proclaimed a new age onset many times before so I am not believing it for sure this time but will wait and see if it works. David Subject  mental health ability transformation